Well,
School has been let out Thursday (June 16th!). Its about time! Too much homework and getting up early, and every other school problem a teen could possibly have. It was a VERY emotional day for me that day! I had to say goodbye to all my friends :'( and live with the fact I'm not completely over my ex.
I don't think i ever will be. People say he's a douche, but he's really fun to be around. As far as my friends go, it was really upsetting because i may never see them again, because i might be moving.
Sometimes i question the fact if i really want to move to Pennsylvania, and if I'm making the right decision, but my heart is telling me that i am. I don't even know if I'm moving yet, because we have to go through court, because my dad wants us to stay here...but he doesn't realize that having a break from each other is what we need right now. I don't know if I'm ever making the right decision...but i don't care about that. He got me a laptop and i have a tv in my room, but sometimes i wonder if he got me those things just as a bribe to want to stay in Michigan. Tomorrow (Saturday, June 18th) is my friends graduation party! I'm sooo psyched for that! And hopefully, it will make me forget about all the emotional stress i have to carry on my shoulders.
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